Reasons why the heart is blind

I made a mistake
Gave you access to a
Place
Within the walls
You found the
Flaws
Digging your claws
No one came
As I bare
The shame
Molded for you
Through years of
Abuse
Nothing compares
To these rips and
tears
Giving you what’s left of
me
A mistake I own and take
In my blood
In my vanes
Forever engraved
My heart now etched now my
Brain
In a sick sadistic way
the torture kept
me alive
Day after day
Struggling to survive
Somewhere in between
The walls I climb
What’s left
But
You
Peeking though
Every crack
Every turn
Pulling from behind as I climb
I loved you once upon a time
Reasons why
The heart is blind