She Had Some Horses
BY JOY HARJO I. She Had Some Horses She had some horses. She had horses who were bodies of sand. She had horses who were maps drawn of blood. She had horses who were skins of ocean water. She had horses who were the blue air of sky. She had horses who were fur and teeth. She had horses who were clay and would break. She had horses who were splintered red cliff. She had some horses. She had horses with eyes of trains. She had horses with full, brown thighs. She had horses who laughed too much. She had horses who threw rocks at glass houses. She had horses who licked razor blades. She had some horses. She had horses who danced in their mothers’ arms. She had horses who thought they were the sun and their bodies shone and burned like stars. She had horses who waltzed nightly on the moon. She had horses who were much too shy, and kept quiet in stalls of their own making. She had some horses. She had horses who liked Creek Stomp Dance songs. She had horses who cried in their beer. She had horses who spit at male queens who made them afraid of themselves. She had horses who said they weren’t afraid. She had horses who lied. She had horses who told the truth, who were stripped bare of their tongues. She had some horses. She had horses who called themselves, “horse.” She had horses who called themselves, “spirit,” and kept their voices secret and to themselves. She had horses who had no names. She had horses who had books of names. She had some horses. She had horses who whispered in the dark, who were afraid to speak. She had horses who screamed out of fear of the silence, who carried knives to protect themselves from ghosts. She had horses who waited for destruction. She had horses who waited for resurrection. She had some horses. She had horses who got down on their knees for any saviour. She had horses who thought their high price had saved them. She had horses who tried to save her, who climbed in her bed at night and prayed as they raped her. She had some horses. She had some horses she loved. She had some horses she hated. These were the same horses.The horse here is being used as a symbol of the different aspects of a Native American woman’s character and illustrates the enigma of the different kinds of people she can be, Some are more spirit than body, as expressed in the first stanza, some were afraid of themselves and some were fearless as in the second stanza, while others were religiously seeking salvation and expecting resurrection while still others were only fit for destruction. But however many aspects there are of this woman, or how she feels about herself (love or hate) she is all one whole person who fits no-one’s stereotype of what a native American woman should be , or women in general. Personally. this reader thinks it’s appropriate that Harjo used the image of a horse to represent people since horses are so necessary to every day life, like the women themselves for these indigenous peoples, and are the international symbol of strength and beauty, making women in all their aspects to be strong and beautiful.
Thank you for posting this. Her poem touched me so deeply. I feel blessed to have been able to read it.
Thank you Laurel for your kind comment; it is much appreciated. Have a very happy holiday season.????
Thank you, Shirley, and to you as well. And, again, thanks for sharing. If it wasn’t for you, I would’ve never seen this poem. Blessings . . .
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Shirley, this is truly informative, well written and beyond amazing!! Thanks for sharing!’