Terms and conditions

I’ve come to terms with the fact in some eyes I will never be good enough…
I will never be what they want nor expect…
I could give and give…
Letting them take and drain…
I could work and prove my abilities to change to be a better me from a past of mistakes.
Only to be brought back down at the end of the day…
I could have a heart that cherishes memories in ways most don’t understand.
it’s understanding hurt…
You, I forgive